1 00:00:18,080 --> 00:00:20,399 NEIL: Cheers, mate, appreciate it. TOM: Anytime, mate. 2 00:00:20,400 --> 00:00:22,520 NEIL AND BETH SIGH Cheers. 3 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:24,999 You coming home? 4 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:27,399 Er, no, I'll stay with Ollie. That all right, Neil? 5 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,520 Yeah, course. OK. We'll drive back in the morning. 6 00:00:32,440 --> 00:00:33,680 Thanks for driving us. 7 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:39,200 CAR DRIVES OFF 8 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:43,319 Mum, are you all right? Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 9 00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:45,560 Not gonna be doing Zumba for a while, but I'll live. 10 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:49,359 Erm... I'm just gonna talk to Jess for a bit about your birthday. 11 00:00:49,360 --> 00:00:51,440 What about it? It's weeks away. Go on. 12 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:55,879 What a day! Come and give your dad a shoulder massage. 13 00:00:55,880 --> 00:00:58,919 You paying? Yeah, in the food you eat. 14 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:00,359 DOOR CLOSES 15 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:02,799 Look, I don't know what you think you know, Jess, but it's... 16 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:04,439 Don't lie to me. 17 00:01:04,440 --> 00:01:06,240 Don't you dare fucking lie to me. Shh! 18 00:01:09,760 --> 00:01:11,359 My dad, Beth. Look... 19 00:01:11,360 --> 00:01:13,679 You're not happy with your man, so you go after my mum's? 20 00:01:13,680 --> 00:01:16,159 If you try to stay calm and let me explain. No! 21 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:18,039 You sent pictures. 22 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:20,159 I can't... You and him - I can't even think about it. 23 00:01:20,160 --> 00:01:22,679 Jess, just... just... just listen to me. 24 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:24,280 OK, listen. End it. 25 00:01:25,320 --> 00:01:27,400 Fucking end it! 26 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:31,199 Tell me you're gonna end it, Beth, or I swear to God, 27 00:01:31,200 --> 00:01:33,599 I will go in there, and I will tell your family 28 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:35,839 what kind of whore you are. "Whore"? 29 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:37,839 Will you be calling your dad that? 30 00:01:37,840 --> 00:01:40,879 Cos there were two of us in this, and your dad, 31 00:01:40,880 --> 00:01:42,399 he's been... he's been lonely. 32 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:44,799 No, you don't get to blame this on my mum. 33 00:01:44,800 --> 00:01:48,039 I am not blaming her, but things, they are... 34 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:50,439 they are complicated. I don't care, I don't care. 35 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:52,399 Jess... I don't fucking care! 36 00:01:52,400 --> 00:01:53,840 All right? I... 37 00:01:56,440 --> 00:01:57,599 JESS SOBS Beth. 38 00:01:57,600 --> 00:02:00,000 I love Ollie. 39 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:04,080 And I wanted to be with him forever. 40 00:02:05,480 --> 00:02:06,919 SOBS 41 00:02:06,920 --> 00:02:09,679 You've just ruined everything. 42 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:12,000 But that is... that is why we lied. 43 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:15,279 Because we didn't wanna hurt anyone. 44 00:02:15,280 --> 00:02:18,919 I did not wanna hurt you. We did not wanna hurt your mum. 45 00:02:18,920 --> 00:02:20,200 Then don't. 46 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:24,079 Nobody needs to know. 47 00:02:24,080 --> 00:02:26,199 Oh, Jess, but that... 48 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:30,079 that is not a secret that you and I can keep. 49 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:31,800 Yes, yeah, we can. 50 00:02:33,280 --> 00:02:36,519 All right, you've had your... you've had your fling, 51 00:02:36,520 --> 00:02:39,199 and now... and now you're gonna ring him, 52 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:40,999 and you're gonna tell him it's over. 53 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,480 And don't you dare tell him that I told you. 54 00:02:50,240 --> 00:02:52,200 But it's not a fling, Jess. 55 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:00,520 It's more than that. 56 00:03:02,080 --> 00:03:03,680 JESS SOBS 57 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:53,560 SNIFFS 58 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:08,800 SHE KNOCKS OLLIE: Yeah? 59 00:04:12,200 --> 00:04:15,199 Erm... Jess has gone home. 60 00:04:15,200 --> 00:04:17,399 What? How come? 61 00:04:17,400 --> 00:04:21,119 Er, I think she felt bad for her dad, you know, 62 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:22,759 being on his own. 63 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:26,359 What the hell? Er, no. Er... Don't call her. 64 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:29,360 Cos, erm... I think her mum and dad are going through a bit of a... 65 00:04:30,800 --> 00:04:32,040 ...a bad time, so... 66 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:35,600 ...er, just let her be with him. 67 00:04:40,400 --> 00:04:41,440 You all right? 68 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:47,119 Yeah, it's just, my... shoulder, you know, but... 69 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,320 I think I'm gonna go to bed. 70 00:04:51,840 --> 00:04:54,840 DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES Hello? Jess? 71 00:04:57,720 --> 00:04:59,639 Hey, I thought you were staying at Ollie's. 72 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:01,440 No, I changed my mind. 73 00:05:03,160 --> 00:05:04,599 Dad, I wanna go back to the Lakes. 74 00:05:04,600 --> 00:05:06,559 Yeah, first thing. No, now. 75 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:08,679 I wanna go back and be with Mum and Daisy and Lily. 76 00:05:08,680 --> 00:05:10,319 Jess, I've been driving all day. 77 00:05:10,320 --> 00:05:12,359 I don't care, Dad. I wanna go back. Are you OK? 78 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:15,119 I wanna go back now, so can we just go, please? 79 00:05:15,120 --> 00:05:17,479 Get your car keys and... and get your shoes on. 80 00:05:17,480 --> 00:05:19,439 Can we just go back? Can we just go? Hey, hey, hey! 81 00:05:19,440 --> 00:05:21,400 What's going on? Has something happened? 82 00:05:27,040 --> 00:05:28,600 I'm pregnant. 83 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:36,360 Brought you this. Oh, thanks. 84 00:05:39,280 --> 00:05:42,479 HE GROANS 85 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:44,560 I've a good mind to bill your mate for the Uber. 86 00:05:46,520 --> 00:05:50,039 Oh, shit. I didn't offer Tom any petrol money. 87 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:52,319 Didn't even think. 88 00:05:52,320 --> 00:05:54,480 HE SIGHS I wouldn't worry about it. 89 00:06:03,680 --> 00:06:04,720 I'm really sorry... 90 00:06:08,560 --> 00:06:09,600 ...about all this. 91 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:13,720 Give over. 92 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:27,880 JESS: Please don't be angry with me. No, I... 93 00:06:29,520 --> 00:06:30,560 No-one's angry. 94 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:34,040 It's... 95 00:06:38,160 --> 00:06:39,840 Mistakes happen. 96 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:44,159 But you're still very young, and, erm... 97 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:45,800 you have your exams. 98 00:06:47,560 --> 00:06:50,720 So we just... we need to figure out what to do next. 99 00:06:52,360 --> 00:06:54,119 I just don't wanna cause any more problems. 100 00:06:54,120 --> 00:06:57,799 You know, with you being ill before, 101 00:06:57,800 --> 00:06:59,720 and now Uncle Paul and Auntie Leah... 102 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:04,559 I just want us to be happy again as a family. 103 00:07:04,560 --> 00:07:06,479 Well, don't worry about any of that, now. OK? 104 00:07:06,480 --> 00:07:10,039 It's good that you came to us before talking to Ollie. 105 00:07:10,040 --> 00:07:15,240 Now we can decide... well, you can decide what's it is you want to do. 106 00:07:16,480 --> 00:07:19,040 And nobody else needs to know if we don't want them to, OK? 107 00:07:21,040 --> 00:07:22,079 TOM: She can't keep it. 108 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:23,959 Of course she can't, but we can't tell her that. 109 00:07:23,960 --> 00:07:25,199 She has to decide for herself. 110 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:28,159 You know, I could get her into the surgery quickly. Tom... 111 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:30,079 Why the fuck were they not using protection? 112 00:07:30,080 --> 00:07:31,399 I know that. You know that. 113 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:33,240 But there's no point even thinking about it. 114 00:07:34,480 --> 00:07:35,760 SIGHS 115 00:07:37,080 --> 00:07:39,199 I haven't been present enough. 116 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:41,159 First, there was the Daisy thing, and now this. 117 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:44,599 Yeah, actually, what was going on with Daisy? 118 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:45,960 OK. Erm... 119 00:07:47,560 --> 00:07:50,599 So, Daisy was sending photos of herself, 120 00:07:50,600 --> 00:07:52,559 intimate photos, to that boy. 121 00:07:52,560 --> 00:07:54,839 And the little shit was saying that she was doing things. 122 00:07:54,840 --> 00:07:56,119 Doing what things? 123 00:07:56,120 --> 00:07:58,719 You can imagine. She's 14 years old. 124 00:07:58,720 --> 00:08:01,279 I'm gonna kill that little fuck. She doesn't want that, OK, Tom. 125 00:08:01,280 --> 00:08:03,559 I talked to her. She's really embarrassed. 126 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:04,839 But we've nipped it in the bud. 127 00:08:04,840 --> 00:08:07,039 I think it's gonna be OK, so you don't have to worry. 128 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,799 Maybe we should tell Neil and Beth about this. No. 129 00:08:09,800 --> 00:08:13,599 Come on. I mean, honestly. 130 00:08:13,600 --> 00:08:15,879 You want them to say, "Yeah, yeah, keep it"? 131 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:18,199 Cos they will, cos they had children when they were young. 132 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:19,799 They'll think it's fine. And then what? 133 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,319 Then we're stuck with their families for the rest of our lives. 134 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:23,359 Absolutely not. 135 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:25,679 She thinks she's in love with that boy, but she's not. 136 00:08:25,680 --> 00:08:28,199 It's a teenage crush. That's all it is. OK. 137 00:08:28,200 --> 00:08:30,679 Who... She'll have it, where will it live? 138 00:08:30,680 --> 00:08:33,039 Where... Who will look after it? We will. 139 00:08:33,040 --> 00:08:36,079 She'll miss college, she'll miss university - great (!) 140 00:08:36,080 --> 00:08:37,919 She'll fuck her entire life up, 141 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:39,999 It's ridiculous! I'm not advocating this. 142 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:41,480 SIGHS 143 00:08:46,720 --> 00:08:47,800 Sorry. 144 00:08:50,240 --> 00:08:52,680 I can't help thinking she's ruined everything. 145 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:57,800 BIRDSONG 146 00:09:21,560 --> 00:09:25,920 We were using johnnies, I swear. I don't know how it happened. 147 00:09:29,240 --> 00:09:32,120 I don't wanna be a dad. I'm not ready. 148 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:37,560 Think about me. I'll be a grandad. OLLIE LAUGHS 149 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:41,440 I think it's gonna be OK. 150 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:48,360 It's quite the development. Ollie's a mess. 151 00:09:49,440 --> 00:09:50,720 Yeah. He's not the only one. 152 00:09:55,560 --> 00:09:58,040 Tom, I don't... I don't know how to say this, but... 153 00:10:00,920 --> 00:10:02,320 ...I don't think Jess is pregnant. 154 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:05,880 I think she's lying. Why? 155 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:12,360 Because she knows. 156 00:10:14,760 --> 00:10:16,519 She knows about us. 157 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:18,279 How? 158 00:10:18,280 --> 00:10:19,800 She confronted me... 159 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:22,600 ...after the hospital, and... 160 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:26,400 ...she found the photos that I sent you. Oh, my God. 161 00:10:27,800 --> 00:10:30,279 Who else knows? It's just... just Jess. 162 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:33,679 But I told her that we had feelings for each other, 163 00:10:33,680 --> 00:10:35,199 and she was so angry 164 00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:37,559 and accused me of breaking up marriages, 165 00:10:37,560 --> 00:10:40,039 and the next thing is she's telling you she's pregnant. 166 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:41,239 No, she wouldn't do that. 167 00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:43,879 She wouldn't lie to Hannah or Ollie. She just wouldn't do that. 168 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:45,440 But she's so hurt. 169 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:48,560 And she... she's scared. 170 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:56,119 She hates me, and she's trying to keep her family together, 171 00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:58,120 so she's creating a crisis. 172 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:03,480 Tom, she saw those photos. 173 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:09,519 We can't have them find out in this... seedy way. 174 00:11:09,520 --> 00:11:12,159 We have to manage how they learn about this, 175 00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:15,399 and no matter what Jess says, they will find out. 176 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:18,359 I know it's not what we planned, but we cannot keep it hidden any more. 177 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:20,239 What am I gonna do? Go back to my wife and say, 178 00:11:20,240 --> 00:11:23,320 "Our daughter's not pregnant, and by the way, I'm leaving you"? 179 00:11:25,200 --> 00:11:27,360 I cannot do this any more. 180 00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:31,120 I am going to tell Neil. 181 00:11:32,320 --> 00:11:34,080 And if you're serious about... 182 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:39,520 ...about being with me, then you have to tell Hannah at the same time. 183 00:11:42,240 --> 00:11:45,280 Well, it's what we decided. Yeah. 184 00:11:46,520 --> 00:11:48,560 It's just forced it forward. Yeah. 185 00:11:54,680 --> 00:11:57,320 So, tonight, yeah? Tonight. Yeah. 186 00:12:09,520 --> 00:12:12,719 Daddy, Daddy, I've been chosen to sing in the school show. 187 00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:14,240 That's wonderful, sweetheart. 188 00:12:15,240 --> 00:12:16,719 What you gonna sing? 189 00:12:16,720 --> 00:12:22,199 I can choose, so Mummy thinks either Shake It Off or Firework, 190 00:12:22,200 --> 00:12:24,519 but I want to sing our song. 191 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:26,719 Your friends might not know that, I'm afraid. 192 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:28,680 I don't care. You'll know it. 193 00:12:29,720 --> 00:12:32,799 Well, let's think about this, shall we? OK. 194 00:12:32,800 --> 00:12:35,159 I want to practise. 195 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:37,079 Well, why don't you think about two songs, 196 00:12:37,080 --> 00:12:40,679 and then we can practise them both? 197 00:12:40,680 --> 00:12:42,559 OK, Daddy. 198 00:12:42,560 --> 00:12:43,959 Hey. Hey. 199 00:12:43,960 --> 00:12:45,040 Good day? Yeah, fine. 200 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:48,319 Where's Jess? Oh, she's not here yet. 201 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:49,839 I think she's with Ollie. 202 00:12:49,840 --> 00:12:51,319 Hi, Dad. 203 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:52,400 Hi. 204 00:12:55,480 --> 00:12:58,079 How was school? Usual. 205 00:12:58,080 --> 00:12:59,839 Sorry, dinner is gonna be a while, 206 00:12:59,840 --> 00:13:01,599 I've only just put it on, to be honest. 207 00:13:01,600 --> 00:13:04,520 I had that Zoom, you know, about the October event? Hannah. 208 00:13:05,600 --> 00:13:07,920 Could I have a word? Yeah. 209 00:13:15,400 --> 00:13:17,120 That's on, OK? OK, yeah. 210 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:26,559 Look, I haven't had a chance 211 00:13:26,560 --> 00:13:29,080 to talk through any options with her yet, but I will. 212 00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:31,960 It's not about Jess. Oh. 213 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:38,359 CHUCKLES 214 00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:40,680 Hannah, you know that... 215 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:46,440 ...you know that you and the children mean everything to me? 216 00:13:48,040 --> 00:13:49,080 Yeah? 217 00:13:54,040 --> 00:13:55,520 And that nothing... 218 00:13:56,920 --> 00:14:00,080 What? Nothing would ever... 219 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:02,080 What, Tom? 220 00:14:04,520 --> 00:14:06,200 It's just, lately, I... 221 00:14:09,320 --> 00:14:10,680 Lately what? 222 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:13,800 EXHALES 223 00:14:15,960 --> 00:14:17,080 Lately, I... 224 00:14:20,080 --> 00:14:22,159 EXHALES 225 00:14:22,160 --> 00:14:24,319 I feel like such a crap father. 226 00:14:24,320 --> 00:14:25,639 SIGHS 227 00:14:25,640 --> 00:14:29,280 With... Daisy and now Jess. 228 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:32,080 I mean, I'm meant to protect them, aren't I? 229 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:36,039 I mean, what happened with my parents and your parents... 230 00:14:36,040 --> 00:14:37,759 All I wanted to give them... Yeah. 231 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:40,719 ...was a home that felt safe for them and... I know. 232 00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:44,039 ...one where they felt loved... Tom, they do. 233 00:14:44,040 --> 00:14:46,039 You are a brilliant father, OK? 234 00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:49,199 And if there's been problems, then I am more to blame than you. 235 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:51,039 No, you're not. I am. 236 00:14:51,040 --> 00:14:53,719 Look, we're good parents. OK? 237 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:57,159 And we've done our best, and the girls, they know they are loved. 238 00:14:57,160 --> 00:14:59,919 They do. They do. 239 00:14:59,920 --> 00:15:00,960 Oh. 240 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:04,280 SHE BREATHES DEEPLY It's just a lot. 241 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:16,680 RINGING TONE 242 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:22,200 'Hiya, this is Beth. Leave a message.' 243 00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:39,439 DOOR SHUTS 244 00:15:39,440 --> 00:15:40,920 Hi. 245 00:15:42,200 --> 00:15:43,599 You eating with us? 246 00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:46,199 No, it's OK. I was just walking Jess home. 247 00:15:46,200 --> 00:15:48,400 Stay. There's plenty. CORK POPS 248 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:51,520 If you're sure. 249 00:15:53,680 --> 00:15:56,319 Yeah, of course. All right, thanks. 250 00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:58,599 I sang. We've got it recorded. 251 00:15:58,600 --> 00:16:00,559 Yes, but not a full song. 252 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:03,119 It was a full song. There were three of us, and we did Little Mix. 253 00:16:03,120 --> 00:16:05,759 Yeah, and they were awful. LAUGHTER 254 00:16:05,760 --> 00:16:06,959 Just because you can't sing. 255 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:09,639 Didn't you wanna be Elsa in the school show, and they made you Olaf? 256 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:11,759 Yeah, and you know what, they gave it to Lizzie Doyle. 257 00:16:11,760 --> 00:16:14,039 I remember that. I can't believe you still hold a grudge. 258 00:16:14,040 --> 00:16:15,680 Yeah, let it go. 259 00:16:16,920 --> 00:16:18,519 PHONE BUZZES 260 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:20,680 INDISTINCT CHATTERING 261 00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:39,799 She's the best singer in the whole wide world. 262 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:41,319 DOORBELL RINGS I'll get it. 263 00:16:41,320 --> 00:16:43,919 DOORBELL RINGS CONTINUOUSLY 264 00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:45,480 KNOCKING ON DOOR 265 00:16:46,560 --> 00:16:47,799 Where is he? Neil? 266 00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:48,840 Where is he?! 267 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:51,879 You bastard! Dad, stop! Dad, stop! 268 00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:54,279 What the hell?! I hit you, I go to jail. 269 00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:56,719 I lay one finger on you, that's me inside. Get off him! 270 00:16:56,720 --> 00:16:59,159 TOM GRUNTS, NEIL BREATHES SHAKILY 271 00:16:59,160 --> 00:17:01,919 He's with my Beth. She told me. 272 00:17:01,920 --> 00:17:02,960 Ask him. 273 00:17:03,920 --> 00:17:05,839 Ask him! 274 00:17:05,840 --> 00:17:07,519 Months, it's been going on, 275 00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:10,759 behind our backs, shagging each other! 276 00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:14,159 And now she's saying that they're in love. 277 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:16,799 No, Hannah, it's not as simple as that, it's... You and Beth? 278 00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:18,439 You and my mum? 279 00:17:18,440 --> 00:17:19,959 Ollie, I can explain. Yeah. 280 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:24,000 Yeah, so, if you have that baby, its grandparents are at it. Enough! 281 00:17:25,720 --> 00:17:27,479 Get out. I'm sorry, Hannah. 282 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:29,039 Hannah, can I talk to you? Get out, you! 283 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:30,199 Can I talk to you? Get out. 284 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,759 Get out, you, now. Right now. 285 00:17:32,760 --> 00:17:34,399 You, go! 286 00:17:34,400 --> 00:17:36,439 She told you, didn't she? Ollie! Hannah... 287 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:39,799 I'm sorry. You'd have found out. You and that women, you are poison! 288 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:41,559 Get out of my house! 289 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:45,159 Look at your wife. This house. 290 00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:46,960 This family! 291 00:17:50,120 --> 00:17:51,280 EXHALES 292 00:17:56,760 --> 00:17:58,800 Ollie, please, you have to talk to me. 293 00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:02,919 Ollie, please! 294 00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:04,359 You have to listen. 295 00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:07,000 You have to listen, you have to talk to me! 296 00:18:08,200 --> 00:18:09,480 Ollie, please. 297 00:18:12,120 --> 00:18:13,799 You knew, didn't you? 298 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:17,279 I was protecting us. I told her to end it. 299 00:18:17,280 --> 00:18:20,520 Because if they're together, then how could we be? 300 00:18:21,920 --> 00:18:23,719 She's ruined everything. 301 00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:25,639 Me and you and our families 302 00:18:25,640 --> 00:18:27,919 and our whole lives, they're just gone, they're ruined. 303 00:18:27,920 --> 00:18:30,479 So, it's my mum's fault? Hm? W... 304 00:18:30,480 --> 00:18:32,799 So end it, then. 305 00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:34,679 Get rid of the baby, get rid of everything, 306 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:37,159 because this is... fucked. 307 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:38,280 Ollie... 308 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:41,240 ...there is no baby. 309 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:45,959 I'm sorry, I was just... 310 00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:48,519 I didn't want them to be together. 311 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:50,079 SHE SOBS 312 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:51,440 I'm sorry. 313 00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:56,120 Ollie, Ols... It's over. We're done. 314 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:00,480 SHE SOBS 315 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:37,399 Beth, you're scaring me. 316 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:39,320 Just... Just say whatever it is you wanna say. 317 00:19:42,800 --> 00:19:45,040 I've not been happy... 318 00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:49,480 ...for a long time. 319 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,880 With myself... 320 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:58,640 ...but also... with us. 321 00:20:01,560 --> 00:20:02,600 Right. 322 00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:18,640 Nothing's changed for you, Neil. 323 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:24,160 Since we were 19. 324 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:30,039 But I... I have. 325 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:32,799 I've... I've changed, 326 00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:36,479 and you haven't... you haven't noticed. 327 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:38,039 HE SCOFFS 328 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:39,680 Course I have. No. 329 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,840 No, you... you haven't. 330 00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:46,160 OK, so... 331 00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:48,840 ...I'll notice. I will. 332 00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:55,080 What? 333 00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:03,239 I've met someone. 334 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:04,879 HE INHALES SHAKILY, HUFFS 335 00:21:04,880 --> 00:21:06,160 What? 336 00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:13,520 Who? 337 00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:15,600 Tom. 338 00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:17,920 Tom? 339 00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:22,680 Tom? 340 00:21:26,360 --> 00:21:27,720 You and Tom? 341 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,560 DOOR OPENS 342 00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:33,840 DOOR CLOSES 343 00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:38,840 SOBBING 344 00:21:40,880 --> 00:21:43,199 Oh, no, Ollie... Get out of the way. 345 00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:45,719 Oh, Ollie, please. How could you?! 346 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:47,559 I'm sorry. 347 00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:50,519 Ollie. Ollie, no, please. 348 00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:53,999 Please... Please don't do it. No! SOBS 349 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:55,640 Mum, what's going on? 350 00:21:57,520 --> 00:22:00,039 No, it's fine, sweetheart. 351 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:01,519 You go... go back to bed. 352 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:02,920 No, tell me what's happening. 353 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:08,080 Mum! 354 00:22:12,800 --> 00:22:13,840 Frankie... 355 00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:16,080 What have you done? 356 00:22:17,080 --> 00:22:18,320 Come on. 357 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:31,279 SIGHS 358 00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:32,840 DISTANT SOBBING 359 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:44,200 SOBBING 360 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:49,920 Girls... No. 361 00:22:51,360 --> 00:22:53,600 You do not get to mitigate. 362 00:22:55,360 --> 00:22:56,520 Leave. 363 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:01,760 Leave. 364 00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:35,280 SIGHS 365 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,320 EXHALES SHAKILY 366 00:23:50,360 --> 00:23:51,600 You leaving? 367 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:56,520 Yeah, I'll spend the night at Amy's. 368 00:23:58,600 --> 00:23:59,760 And then? 369 00:24:01,360 --> 00:24:02,520 After that? 370 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,000 I told Frankie. 371 00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:15,640 I would have told Ollie, but... 372 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:21,000 BREATHES DEEPLY 373 00:24:22,680 --> 00:24:24,360 Make you feel good, did it? 374 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:28,480 Did you hit him? 375 00:24:32,360 --> 00:24:35,800 If you're going, go. Get lost. 376 00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:38,320 If that's what you want... 377 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,479 You have taken me for granted. 378 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,800 Have I? Yeah, you have. 379 00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:58,319 Just go, Beth. 380 00:24:58,320 --> 00:25:02,399 No, you do not want to hear it because you want me as the bad guy, 381 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:06,599 but you do not look at me, you do not listen to me. 382 00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:09,799 When was the last time that you even gave me a compliment? 383 00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:11,559 Oh, horny, maybe. 384 00:25:11,560 --> 00:25:14,359 Drunk, when you want to get your leg over. 385 00:25:14,360 --> 00:25:17,679 That's crap. I wanted you to notice me. 386 00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:23,759 I wanted you to care about my life, about my feelings. 387 00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:27,799 My best friend died, and where were you the day after? 388 00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:31,839 In the pub. Well, you said you were all right. 389 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:34,439 My best friend was dead! 390 00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:38,439 And when I had my business, I... I was brilliant at it. 391 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:41,759 I was making people feel good, and that made me feel good. 392 00:25:41,760 --> 00:25:43,599 And you only cared about yourself, 393 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:45,879 that I wasn't here to cook the dinner, 394 00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:48,319 and that I wasn't here to look after the kids. 395 00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:49,399 No, that's shite, Beth. 396 00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:50,799 When I had to close it down, 397 00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:53,679 you could barely keep the smile off your face. 398 00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:56,439 It is true, Neil. You just want us like your mum and dad. No. 399 00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,239 You just want your little wifey at home. 400 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:01,040 Oh, just shut up! Just... Or what?! 401 00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:05,399 HE EXHALES 402 00:26:05,400 --> 00:26:07,119 You know, since the day we met, 403 00:26:07,120 --> 00:26:11,559 everything I've done has been for you and the kids. 404 00:26:11,560 --> 00:26:14,479 Yeah, out there grafting, and never once, 405 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:17,039 Beth, never ONCE played away. 406 00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:18,560 Never close. 407 00:26:19,560 --> 00:26:21,320 Because you were mine. 408 00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:23,799 Since we were 19. 409 00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:27,359 But I am not 19 any more! Just fucking go, Beth. 410 00:26:27,360 --> 00:26:28,679 I can't even look at you. 411 00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:31,079 I am a woman. 412 00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,279 And I have things, like, burning inside me. 413 00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:38,559 And I am not gonna to spend the few years that I have left 414 00:26:38,560 --> 00:26:40,800 forcing them to nothing. 415 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:56,360 Don't... Don't leave. 416 00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:01,040 It's OK. 417 00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:03,440 I will be back. 418 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:07,800 I love you. 419 00:27:09,120 --> 00:27:12,280 And I will always be your mummy. 420 00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:15,040 I'm sorry. 421 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:45,600 ? I'm human Troubled and stubborn... ? 422 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,039 No. 423 00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:51,039 Neil called me. 424 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:52,600 It's a no, Beth. 425 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:57,399 Thanks. Go back to your family and beg. 426 00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,279 Beg them to forgive you. 427 00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:01,800 You're not hiding here, and you're not having my sympathy. 428 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:08,240 ? You heard the words "I love you" 429 00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:13,280 ? And you felt safe from harm 430 00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:20,279 ? And with that trust... ? PHONE BUZZES 431 00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:24,840 ? Without tripping the alarm 432 00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:30,680 ? We'll stake out our places 433 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,880 ? And sink into divide 434 00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:41,960 ? Cos no-one likes confusion 435 00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:46,840 ? We always pick a side 436 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:54,159 ? And as sure as rain Will soak the grass 437 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,960 ? And all things can't be new 438 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:01,919 ? I hurt you 439 00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:04,320 ? And I love you 440 00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:09,720 ? Both things will be true. ? 441 00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:22,120 They hate us. 442 00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:26,560 They really hate us. Yes, they do tonight. 443 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,480 But they're kids. 444 00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:35,200 We'll talk to them. They'll understand. 445 00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:43,280 Was it worth it? 446 00:29:47,560 --> 00:29:49,000 Yes. 447 00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:38,880 I'm sorry I lied. 448 00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:41,920 About the pregnancy. 449 00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:03,160 I was looking online this morning, for, erm... 450 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:05,519 ...apartments. 451 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:08,239 There's quite a few available right now, so... 452 00:31:08,240 --> 00:31:11,319 with sort of three-month contracts and not a great commitment. 453 00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:13,080 I'm being practical. 454 00:31:14,560 --> 00:31:17,240 Well, and romantic, but mainly practical. 455 00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:22,360 You know, Tom, I... 456 00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:26,799 ...I think we should get our own places, you know, 457 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:28,800 so the kids have somewhere to stay. 458 00:31:29,920 --> 00:31:33,399 But also... it's a lot of pressure. 459 00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:34,440 Yeah. 460 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,080 Yeah, you're right. 461 00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:46,640 Morning. 462 00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:48,960 EXHALES 463 00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:53,479 Did she come here? 464 00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:54,599 Oh. 465 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:58,840 Did you undress her on this bed, pretend you were examining her? 466 00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:01,799 Please. 467 00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:03,959 No, I'm genuinely interested, Tom. 468 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,279 Was it the... the thrill of almost being caught? 469 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:07,439 Hannah. 470 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,559 So, do you love her? 471 00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:11,320 Yeah, I... 472 00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:14,319 Yeah, I think I do, yeah. 473 00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:15,720 You're in love. 474 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:19,439 With a Zumba teacher. Oh, come on, don't do that. 475 00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:22,159 Presume you took her to the Lakes? 476 00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:25,159 You took her to the place you proposed to me? 477 00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:27,719 Hannah, I never stopped loving you. No? 478 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:31,519 So, what, you just... you fell in love with her as well? 479 00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:32,719 And now what? 480 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:35,319 You two ride off into the sunset together? 481 00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:38,039 You have every right to hate me. I don't hate you, Tom. 482 00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:39,839 I loved you. No, you should hate me. 483 00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:41,279 You should absolutely despise me. 484 00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:43,119 I've betrayed us, I've betrayed our family. 485 00:32:43,120 --> 00:32:44,839 But I want you to know I really tried, 486 00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:47,879 I fought against being this man. Oh, well, poor you (!) 487 00:32:47,880 --> 00:32:51,399 I think that you stopped loving me when I got ill. 488 00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:54,079 When it got difficult for me, it got difficult for you. No. 489 00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:55,719 Yeah. Not all at once, but piece by piece. 490 00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:57,399 And I know that, Tom, because I felt it. 491 00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,959 Even at my party, that speech you gave, 492 00:32:59,960 --> 00:33:02,679 you couldn't bring yourself to say that you loved me, could you? 493 00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:05,639 Admit it. You became very hard to live with, Hannah. 494 00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:07,719 Or did you not wanna say it because she was there? 495 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:09,319 Nothing had happened at that point. 496 00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,159 Hard to live with, yeah, well, try being me. 497 00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:13,879 I spent the last two years staring at the walls, 498 00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:18,319 imagining the worst possible things that could happen to us, our family, 499 00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:21,879 and unable to turn this off, stuck in my own head, 500 00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:23,959 seeing it again and again. 501 00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:26,159 And you used that against me. 502 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,480 But you know what? 503 00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:31,159 Last night... 504 00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:35,080 when I was alone in our bed, I realised... 505 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:40,120 ...I don't need you. 506 00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:43,280 And I'm not scared any more. 507 00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:46,679 Hannah, I... Don't you come near me. 508 00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:49,680 Hey, don't you fucking come near me! You... Stop it! 509 00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:56,560 Oh, God. You think you're in love? 510 00:33:57,880 --> 00:33:58,920 Fuck you. 511 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:01,279 And I'm gonna make sure 512 00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:05,119 that you spend the rest of your life regretting this. 513 00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:06,679 The house, anything you want, 514 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:08,639 you better get ready to fight for it. 515 00:34:08,640 --> 00:34:10,160 I've got our girls... 516 00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:12,640 ...my girls... 517 00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:17,080 ...and we are gonna be just fine. 518 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:46,560 SOFTLY: Oh, fuck. 519 00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:02,679 Oh! 520 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:05,439 BETH BREATHES DEEPLY 521 00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:07,160 I'll give it a year. 522 00:35:54,680 --> 00:35:56,080 Where did you stay? 523 00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:58,880 At a hotel. 524 00:36:00,360 --> 00:36:01,560 With him? 525 00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:09,000 What, you gonna get a place together? 526 00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:14,480 BREATHES DEEPLY 527 00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:18,439 I saw Ollie and Frankie at school. 528 00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:20,399 I told them it was gonna be OK. 529 00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:21,839 SCOFFS 530 00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:23,680 Yeah, well, Ollie blames himself. 531 00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:27,800 Frankie's gone back about ten years, acting like a baby again. 532 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:32,440 I'll make it right for them. Yeah, how? 533 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:39,080 I wanna show you something. 534 00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:02,599 SIGHS 535 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:03,680 Neil. 536 00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:08,880 Our life together. 537 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:13,600 Beth and Neil. 538 00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:16,720 That's what we had, innit? 539 00:37:18,800 --> 00:37:20,440 All those days. 540 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:23,320 All those years. 541 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:27,920 Remember that? 542 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:30,720 CHUCKLES 543 00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:34,239 Frankie with that pig. Bastard pig. 544 00:37:34,240 --> 00:37:36,960 Remember in Greece when we lost it? No, Neil, God. 545 00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:50,400 All I ever wanted was a happy family. 546 00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:52,800 And... 547 00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:55,400 ...for a while... 548 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:58,080 ...we were. 549 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,359 Course there's happy memories. 550 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:05,160 You know, there's... there's loads of them. 551 00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,680 But that were then... 552 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:16,720 ...and this is now. 553 00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:19,360 OK. 554 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:24,919 But... I look at your face on these photos... 555 00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:26,640 and I love you. 556 00:38:28,720 --> 00:38:30,240 And I look at your face now... 557 00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:32,720 ...in this room... 558 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:36,680 ...your lying, deceitful face... 559 00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:39,080 ...and I still love you. 560 00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:44,640 You've broken my fucking heart, Beth, but I still want you. 561 00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:49,720 And... I can get past this. I can, Beth. 562 00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:54,000 And I can change. Because... 563 00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:57,040 ...you're the only woman I've ever loved. 564 00:38:58,080 --> 00:39:00,640 And you're the only woman I'll ever love. 565 00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:03,360 And I'm not... 566 00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:06,440 ...I'm not asking you now, Beth. 567 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:09,919 I'm begging you. 568 00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:11,199 Please, please... 569 00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:13,600 I'm begging you, Beth, don't leave me. 570 00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:16,599 I'll be better. 571 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:20,119 I'll be a good husband. I'll be a good father. 572 00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:22,199 I'll listen to you, I'll look after you, 573 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:23,959 and you can start another business. 574 00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:27,639 And I... I'll be strong. You won't have to mother me. 575 00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:31,799 But I'm begging you, please, don't leave me for that man. 576 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,599 He doesn't love you a tenth of the way I love you. 577 00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,359 And I'm a fucking idiot for letting it get this way. 578 00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:40,799 Just look at us. All those times we shared. 579 00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:42,399 Look at our faces. 580 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:43,840 We were so happy. 581 00:39:44,920 --> 00:39:46,560 Please, Beth. 582 00:39:48,160 --> 00:39:49,360 Please. 583 00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:54,080 Please. BREATHES SHAKILY 584 00:39:57,240 --> 00:39:58,280 Please. 585 00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:04,560 Please. 586 00:41:05,760 --> 00:41:07,800 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE 587 00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:25,960 PIANO PLAYS INTRO TO 'SOMEONE YOU LOVED' 588 00:41:29,760 --> 00:41:35,120 ? I'm going under and this time I fear there's no-one to save me 589 00:41:39,600 --> 00:41:44,880 ? This all or nothing Really got a way of driving me crazy 590 00:41:46,480 --> 00:41:49,399 ? I need somebody to hear 591 00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:51,719 ? Somebody to know 592 00:41:51,720 --> 00:41:53,919 ? Somebody to have 593 00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,439 ? Somebody to hold 594 00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:58,759 ? It's easy to say 595 00:41:58,760 --> 00:42:01,719 ? But it's never the same 596 00:42:01,720 --> 00:42:06,159 ? I guess I kinda liked the way You numbed all the pain 597 00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:10,719 ? Now the day bleeds into nightfall 598 00:42:10,720 --> 00:42:15,199 ? And you're not here To get me through it all 599 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:18,039 ? I let my guard down 600 00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:20,279 ? And then you pulled the rug 601 00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:25,040 ? I was getting kinda used To being someone you loved 602 00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:32,240 ? I'm going under and this time I fear there's no-one to save me 603 00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:42,200 ? This all-or-nothing really Got a way of sleeping without you 604 00:42:44,240 --> 00:42:47,119 ? I need somebody to hear 605 00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:49,639 ? Somebody to know 606 00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:52,119 ? Somebody to have 607 00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:54,319 ? Somebody to hold 608 00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:56,559 ? It's easy to say 609 00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:59,599 ? But it's never the same 610 00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:04,359 ? I guess I kinda liked the way You numbed all the pain 611 00:43:04,360 --> 00:43:08,839 ? Now the day bleeds into nightfall 612 00:43:08,840 --> 00:43:13,679 ? And you're not here To get me through it all 613 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:16,119 ? I let my guard down 614 00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:19,039 ? And then you pulled the rug 615 00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:24,160 ? I was getting kinda used to being Someone you loved 616 00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:34,159 ? And I tend to close my eyes When it hurts sometimes 617 00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:39,199 ? I fall into your arms 618 00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:44,160 ? I'll be safe in your sound Till I come back around 619 00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:50,399 ? And now the day bleeds Into nightfall 620 00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:55,199 ? And you're not here To get me through it all 621 00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:57,599 ? I let my guard down 622 00:43:57,600 --> 00:44:00,639 ? And then you pulled the rug 623 00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:06,280 ? I was getting kinda used to being Someone you loved. ? 624 00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,440 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE 625 00:44:44,960 --> 00:44:46,600 EXHALES 626 00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:53,840 Hiya. Hi. 627 00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:02,360 Where've you been? 628 00:45:06,240 --> 00:45:08,000 Er, home. 629 00:45:17,240 --> 00:45:18,560 Home? 630 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:20,960 Beth... 631 00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:24,760 ...we had a plan, but everything's gone so quickly. 632 00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:27,920 I... 633 00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:31,880 I think I feel so lost. 634 00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:39,200 I love you, but... 635 00:45:41,680 --> 00:45:43,280 ...I didn't think I'd... 636 00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:46,960 ...I didn't think I'd feel this lonely. 637 00:45:52,080 --> 00:45:54,440 Feels like I'm living someone else's life. 638 00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:59,320 And where is your life? 639 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,040 Over there? No. 640 00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:05,320 I mean, I don't know, I... 641 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:11,320 I want... I want you. 642 00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:13,720 I want them. 643 00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:16,439 SIGHS 644 00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:17,760 Nothing fits. 645 00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:24,480 We gave up everything for each other. 646 00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:30,080 You can't expect every moment to be perfect. 647 00:46:34,400 --> 00:46:36,840 That's not reality. 648 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:41,440 It's just a fantasy. 649 00:46:45,080 --> 00:46:47,680 And that's what it's been up to now. 650 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:52,000 A fantasy. 651 00:46:53,840 --> 00:46:54,960 CHUCKLES 652 00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:15,960 ? If nothing lasts forever 653 00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:22,040 ? No-one makes it out alive... ? 654 00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:27,119 INAUDIBLE 655 00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:33,160 ? I wanna spend our lives together 656 00:47:34,720 --> 00:47:37,360 ? While we have the time 657 00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:49,920 ? And if there's no God to meet us 658 00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:54,000 ? Don't be scared 659 00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:04,680 ? We'll go back To where we came from... ? 660 00:48:06,640 --> 00:48:09,759 So, exams over. Yeah. 661 00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:13,320 How do you think it went? All right, considering. 662 00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:18,039 You? Pfff, who cares? 663 00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:19,800 I'm going working for my dad. 664 00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:25,639 Got any plans for the summer? 665 00:48:25,640 --> 00:48:28,599 No, not really. You? 666 00:48:28,600 --> 00:48:30,359 No, not really. 667 00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,720 Think Mum might take us away. 668 00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:38,959 Do you remember Blackpool? 669 00:48:38,960 --> 00:48:40,919 When we missed getting off that train. 670 00:48:40,920 --> 00:48:42,480 Yeah. 671 00:48:44,840 --> 00:48:48,320 Do you think that's when it started between them? 672 00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:52,520 Maybe. But... 673 00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:55,879 ...we can't blame ourselves. 674 00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:59,560 If it weren't then, it would have been some other time. 675 00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:03,520 That was a good day. 676 00:49:05,240 --> 00:49:06,600 Yeah, it was fun. 677 00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:13,400 We should go again some time. 678 00:49:14,560 --> 00:49:16,400 We don't have to tell anyone. 679 00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:28,320 ? If nothing lasts forever 680 00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:33,879 ? And no-one makes it out alive... ? 681 00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:38,840 They say attraction plus an obstacle equals excitement. 682 00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:44,240 But what happens when the obstacle is gone? 683 00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:47,080 What then? 684 00:49:50,240 --> 00:49:52,079 Maybe... 685 00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:54,480 you just have to start all over again. 686 00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:08,319 Sorry to be late for our first date. 687 00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:10,319 I'm not actually that kind of person. 688 00:50:10,320 --> 00:50:12,480 I think it's our second date, officially. 689 00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:22,959 ? Have no fear 690 00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:26,240 ? Cos you got me 691 00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:30,600 ? And I got you 692 00:50:31,880 --> 00:50:37,640 ? Right here 693 00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:42,280 ? Right here 694 00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:52,840 ? Right here 695 00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:57,599 ? 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